yesterday

i was sad for most of the day yesterday. I’m fed up with my job, as you all can probably tell from previous posts. I even broke down at my desk in true spazz fashion. I wanted Russell to ride his bike to my work, but i realized 8 miles was a little far. it's been hard. I need a real kick in the ass.

I left work a little early and talked to Anna on my way home. The more I talk about the things going on in my life, the better I feel about it all. Kind of. She never tells me what I want to hear. She always tells me what I need to hear. I’m blessed to have a friend like her on my side. She keeps me sane. Yes, Crazy Little Anna keeps me sane.

I arrived at home to find my honey wrapped up like a burrito on the miracle couch. I love coming home to him. I love when he's been working all day and I come home and he's still in his Chinaman pajamas and his hair's all messed up. He hasn't showered and probably smells weird, but I don't care.

We spent some time apart at Christmas when we saw our families and a few other times when he's traveled for work, but other than that we've been together every night since last June. Nothing has ever felt so right. It’s weird how two people can live together in two separate houses. Home is where he is, no matter how far away.

last night we were at our loveshack in san jose.
I googled "catholic church, Campbell" and we found a church a couple blocks down.
We were late to mass for some unholy reason, but we made it and received our ashes.
there were so many cute babies at church. like 40. it was quite strange, actually. Cute little babies, wrapped up like burritos just like russell was when i got home earlier.

some people might call us seasonal Catholics. I would just call us Catholics.

and then like all the other good Catholics, we went to In n Out and ate cheeseburgers on a holy day of obligation.

We drove back to San Francisco. All the back and forth really has just become a part of our lives, I hardly notice it anymore. (i'm full of shit by the way).

We're taking a drive down south this weekend. i need a happiest place on earth fix. i think we could use a long drive, some rockstars, good music and a lot of honest talks.