Sunday, March 16, 2008

santa cruz

Growing up, I was fascinated by Santa Cruz. I can remember traveling there with my grandparents and my great aunt Margaret. I remember driving down the 17 in Noni's Oldsmobile, overheating on the way up and having to stop on the side of the road while we waited for help. I remember this particular trip for a great number of reasons, but mainly because it was the first time I peed outside. I was five or so and couldn’t have been more embarrassed, but when you‘ve got to go, you’ve got to go.

I can remember wearing my pink strawberry shortcake one piece and being terrified to go play in the ocean. Instead, I sat on the beach on a bamboo tatami mat, with a sparkly, red boingy-heart head band atop my head, eating a chocolate dipped vanilla ice cream cone. Margaret had a blue and white polka dot dress on. We explored the shallow water and I admired a wooden bridge.

A few years later, I would be sitting on my dads couch watching the Lost Boys, covering my eyes when Star and Michael made out in the vampire cave. That same bridge I had sat under with my great aunt now had a gang of teenaged vampires dangling from it. I thought I was so cool, because even at seven, I knew that Santa Carla was really Santa Cruz.

A few years after this, I along with every other preteen girl in my school, had a crush on Edward Herrera. He was the new boy at school, but more than that he was a Barbizon model and a KTVU kid. At 11 years old, that was the coolest thing since NKOTB’s Hangin’ Tough album. He was in a Santa Cruz Beach Boardwalk commercial that would air sometime between ducktales and tiny toons. I’ve searched for the commercial on youtube to no avail, but it is forever etched in my brain: “Santa Cruz Beach Boardwalk, Gotta Be There!”

I’d come and go several times throughout the years. Field trips and day trips, college visits and so on. I was accepted at UC Santa Cruz, but I decided I didn’t want to be a Banana Slug after all after eating a bagel and hummus with Sonia, the vegan with the hairy armpits.

I’ve spent a lot of time in the South Bay over the past two years. I’m not sure who suggested a Santa Cruz trip first, but it would become one of Russell and my most special places.

We took a trip to the boardwalk in early July, when we were so brand new. We were kissing and hugging all over the beach, taking a ridiculous amount of photos on the Ferris wheel. It was just a short trip after work, we had wanted to ride the Giant Dipper. We came back not long after and had another fun-filled day. We ate French fries, drank beer and played arcade games. Russell wrote “Russell loves Rachel” in the sand and I might have cried.

Disneyland might be the dubbed happiest place on earth, but Santa Cruz certainly holds a very special place in my heart. =)


Monday, March 10, 2008

gaytown usa, population us

You must remember this
A kiss is just a kiss, a sigh is just a sigh.
The fundamental things apply As time goes by.
i love this picture. its so us. caught in the act
photo cred: angelika. --you rock for this one.

Monday, March 3, 2008

palm blogging

so I bought my first big girl phone last week. the folks at sprint totally swindled me. I thought if I signed a new contract, I wouldn't have to throw down so much dough. wrong. but I have a new toy and I can chat with russell all day. so overall, I scored. i'm trying to see if I can manage to post a blog with this tiny keyboard. needless to say I'm paying even less attention to grammar and spelling.

my house is a mess. for those of you who know me from the 24th street days, it worse. think geneva ave circa 1996.

part of the problem is that I've been living in two houses for the past several months. half of my belongings appeared suddenly in boxes and bags on my living room floor. I don't know where to start. I feel like going out in front of my house and paying someone fifty bucks to clean up while I lay om my microfiber miracle couch and watch project runway.

anyone wanna lend me fifty bucks?

city of angels part 3

after our ferris wheel ride,
we strolled the 3rd Street Promenade.
we stopped in at urban outfitters
and stood and watched a street performer
play sweet home alabama.
he had an accent. it sounded funny.
The next stop...somewhere in LaLa Land to visit Krish, Bam and their newest addition, Khalil. Colin joined and we ate yummy pizza. We stayed longer than we should have and I debated weather or not I would go to work the next day. We had a long drive ahead of us and I wasn't up to it.
We headed back for Santa Monica where Matt was waiting for us with the Music Man on TV. Being that I'm gay when it comes to musicals, I was pretty damned excited. The sound of the Morse brothers singing 76 trombones was the best lullaby I could hope for.

We woke up the next day and lounged around LA a bit longer. We bought underpants and sundresses, you know the basics. We skipped Roscoe's this time around and went somewhere with really good fajitas. who doesn't like fajitas? it was happy hour and apparently also someones bday...shots all around. great...we're supposed to be leaving!


the highlight of the day was when some washed up porn star with collagen lips and major botox sat at the table behind us, weeping uncontrollably. Russell and I tried to figure out what was going on. Perhaps she was meeting the guy across from her and he dumped her. Maybe he was her agent and he told her she was a washed up porn star.We even thought she might be auditioning, it was that dramatic. i don't know, it's LA. Anything is possible. she went around the corner, probably to engage in some illicit washed up porn star activity. When she came back, the dude across from her moved tables. He didn't know her after all.

Curiouser and Curiouser

If you look closely, she's the blond on the left. I'm not that good of a paparazzo. I'm learning.